Cheerleading!!!!

I feel like such a low-life nerd. First thing in the morning, logging on to the computer, playing free online games. LOL.

Cheerleading competition was yesterday. Trained for the past few months to cope with last night's 6 minute performance. When you think about it, it's kinda absurd, the amount of effort you put in versus the fruit of your labour.

HOWEVER, I feel it was all worth it. Every hour, every minute, every second.

To tell the truth, I liked going to practice. I still remember in the beginning it was every Monday and Wednesday. Then switched, I think, to Monday, Tuesday and Thursday or something like that.

I dunno. Cheerleading practice gave me a sense of... how do you put it... purpose(?) *Told you I had NO LIFE*.

Okay okay, maybe not 'purpose', but kinda like a sense of belonging and camaraderie.


REASONS WHY I LOVE TO GO FOR PRACTICE:

1) I like to dance and move around. If I sat still at home, I might go crazy.

2) I like to learn new moves, be it dance or gymnastic techniques or whatever.

3) Don't you just love it when the lights are on in your school/college/uni, everyone is participating in a sport or activity, there is no stress from studying with energy abound.

4) The people from my team are HILARIOUS!!! hahahah!!! Never a dull moment with them.




You know the song 'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus?

This is the epitome of that song.

It was never about the competition day itself. It was about the journey we took to get there.

The sweat, blood, and tears we poured into our routine, our stunts, in preparation for that big day.

The hard work, muscle aches, bruises, fractured bones, sprained body parts.

It was never about the prize, or the glamour, or the competition.

It was about the present, the teamwork and most importantly, the friendship.

*Well, at least for me.*

I will miss you guys so much.

"The past can never be repeated, nor can be be altered, for all that remains in the dusk of our days are the treasured memories of our forgottens. "

Hugz. GO, TAURUS CHEERLEADING 2009!!!!


*BTW, THE SONG IN THE SIDEBAR IS DEDICATED TO ALL CHEERLEADING MEMBERS. I know it's kinda like a love song or wtv, but remember: "They can take the music and the plans we make, but they cannot take our yesterdays."

In no particular order:
Venus Lim, Fion Lam, Loo Wei Wen, Beh Eng Hui, Jason Seng, Ivana, Tracy Khong, Ng Yunn Shuen, Tan Kelly, Chiu Hong, Loon Wei, Naomi Grace, Cady Chua, Wai Peng, Christine, Fong Kin Man, Chan Pei Zhi, Kuang Hau (Sorry, I'm not sure how to spell it, aka Sean Eng), Jones.

Mighty Taurus Stomp Your Yard!

All Around Me

Wake me up when September ends... I still remember the time when that song came out. Tough times. PMR. Addiction. Running through the rain. Beatings. Scolding. Lying.

I just wanted to go to sleep. To wake up only when everything is over.

When September ends.

Now the song blares from my TV, a full cycle of my past. A different time, a different place, a different mindset.

The same me.

All around me, things are not going so well. There are breakdowns and broken hearts, scarred egos and animosity....

Sometimes I wish, everything will go on as smoothly as they did. I wish change did not occur in a way that would disrupt the moderate pace of life.

But it does.

I cannot give you the strength to move on. I cannot lift you up as high as you once did for me.

Forgive my weaknesses.

All I can do is wish, that better days come for you and that you reach out to receive it.

All around me.

All I can do.

Is wish.

Sigh... Good Days Are Never Long

It's great that no one reads this blog. It's not so great when you pour your heart and soul into it only to realize that there ARE people reading it.

As the title goes, good days don't last long. I thought things were at least picking up, maybe improving, not getting worse.

How foolish I was.

It's weird, how sad and melancholic I feel.

It all happened last night. When I was supposed to meet someone... but that person didn't turn up. I couldn't have cared less if the place was convenient, and a short drive away from my house.

The place was at least a 20 minute drive.

To make matters worse, this outing was a deferment from the previous time when the person asked me to go out for dinner and I rejected.

So in retrospect, the person asked me out, but didn't turn up. FUCK.

Then, I was stuck in a traffic jam coming back after the motherfucker ffk on me.

All in all, I wasted 1 and a half hours driving to and fro for nothing. FUCK.

You know, seriously, please respect people's time. The world does not freakin' revolve around you. FUCK YOU.

The MOTHERFUCKER had NO DECENT COURTESY to reschedule, NOR did he apologize sincerely.

You know what the MOTHERFUCKER had the gall to say?! *when I smsed him at the destination we were supposed to go*

'Oh, I'm still at work. Don't know when I'll be off. Why don't you go home and wait for me?"

Ohhhhh.... There are no vulgar-enough words to describe him now.

WAIT FOR YOUR MOTHERFUCKING ASS MY FREAKING FOOT YOU SON OF A BITCH, DONKEY'S MOTHER'S ANAL-SPLITTING DICKHEAD! WHY DON'T YOU JUST SHOVE THAT INCONSPICUOUS BRAIN UP YOUR SMELLY FUCKTARD SHITHOLE MUTHAFUKA!

KANENABU CHOWCIBAI!

Rot in hell.

So there.

My Old Blog

One fine day, as I was rearranging my thoughts I suddenly thought about my OLD BLOG that I created when I was... what? Form 4?

Great days then. HAHA

I don't know. Looking back, I realized my posts were a little more diverse and creative with a better English command. They were a pleasure to read, and flowed beautifully.

Unlike now. >=(

Anyway, here's a link>>http://winterbytes.blogspot.com/

And tell me what you think =)

Melancholic Melancholy

When you go, please don't forfeit our yesterdays...

A Short Verse:

Clouds cover the sky we once shamelessly painted
with our passion, our love,
our desires
As raindrops caress the murals we once held hands to create,
memories run, as do the tears.
For the sky breeds a melancholy
That only the heavens could make
For the sky breeds a sadness
Only the earth can take.
We seep our spirits within the crack of our souls
Yet forget about the huge hole in our hearts

Where does it all go?

The Diary of AnnaLisa

I'll be starting the diary of AnnaLisa, a fictional character in which she rants about her daily life. I hope you guys enjoy it, and give constructive criticisms. =)

AnnaLisa is a 19 year old girl living in a world that is not too rich, yet not too poor. She lives in the made-up city of Border Bordeux somewhere in an economically developing country with her alcoholic abusive mother and sex-addicted always-gone father.

She goes to community college and her best friend is Kourtney, a closeted fat closeted lesbian. She has a rabbit named Pussy and a turtle she calls Head.

The diary entries are her expression of life and things happening around her.

Yesterday

There is a beautiful chorus in the song Yesterday by Leona Lewis that I feel I must share with everyone.

"They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they take the music that we'll never play,
all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.

They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we will go,
all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday. "

I only have one word to say. BEAUTIFUL.

Listen to the song, and make your own deductions.