Sigh... it's gonna be near midnight by the time I finish this post, but I feel like I have to get some things off my chest.
NUMERO UNO: DEATH OF MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON.
Oh my God!!!! Why did you have to go?!
Michael, you always will be the King of Pop, your immeasurable presence on-screen and on-stage can never be compared to any performer that ever existed in the entire history of mankind. Your legacy lives on, in the hearts of your fans and the minds of generations to come.
Even though I didn't grow up listening to your music, moonwalking to songs like Billie Jean, Man in the Mirror, Beat It or Thriller, you, Michael, you were always there.
If ever an ultimate pop icon referral was needed, 'Michael Jackson' was always the most appropriate thing to say. If ever friends needed to find something musically in common, your beats were the only thing everyone could agree on.
You, Sir, are irreplaceable.
Much hype has been abound since your death on June 25th, 2009, and I have jumped on the bandwagon just to prepare myself, armed with up-to-date knowledge.
Since then, I have only one thing to say.
You, Sir. YOU ARE CERTAINLY THE GREATEST PERFORMER THAT EVER LIVED.
Your music, is beautiful. I have never felt so connected to sound so pure. Songs like Ben and I'll Be There, Heal the World... They touched my soul.
As such, I regret wholly and truly, for I have never been a fan until today. That I have been so blind, oblivious and impervious to such beauty that lies within your songs, it is unfathomable.
Michael Joseph Jackson, the world mourns your passing, but be well, for your legacy shall go on for millenia to come.
NUMBER TWO: I CAN'T FREAKIN' REST MY MIND!!!
If I go to bed now, I will have barely around 6 hours of sleep before I have to haul my ass up to the hospital the next day for a checkup.
Then it's classes to 1, until which I will probably be out until 4 pm. Then I will have my practical report to finish, bla bla bla.
It's not as hectic as before, although I would prefer it to be. Perhaps I should sign up for more voluntary work...?
Nah, it's late, I'm disorientated, confused even. Tomorrow will probably pass by as easy as a summer's breeze. Till then, I have a restless brain to quell, and some emotional baggage to let down.
Wish me luck ;)
Sunday, June 28, 2009
No Surprise Daughtry
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why...
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why...
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
A Dedication To The People Around Me - About Me
I'm sorry.
I know I've never been the person you've wanted me to be. I know I can never live up to your expectations. Maybe life is too hard, maybe life is too complex, or maybe life would be better without its intricacies.
Whichever, I have let all of you down.
I have been selfish, no doubt. Always chasing after things I do not own. Not appreciating those that I already have. Relegating the most important ones to the backseat.
I have hurt so many people in the process. Disappointment reigning in my foolish wake, for the search of something immaterial.
I am so so sorry...
Maybe things were never meant to be, or that life has another hand dealt for me, for you, for them, for us. Maybe, maybe. But we can only wish.
I can only wish I haven't screwed up the lives of so many. I can only wish I wasn't such a burden, a defect... but wishes are only false faiths of those felled...
Time has honestly passed us by, seconds by minutes, hours to days, months, years. If things weren't meant to be, probably they never will, and I apologize for your time lost.
I'm sorry.
I know I've never been the person you've wanted me to be. I know I can never live up to your expectations. Maybe life is too hard, maybe life is too complex, or maybe life would be better without its intricacies.
Whichever, I have let all of you down.
I have been selfish, no doubt. Always chasing after things I do not own. Not appreciating those that I already have. Relegating the most important ones to the backseat.
I have hurt so many people in the process. Disappointment reigning in my foolish wake, for the search of something immaterial.
I am so so sorry...
Maybe things were never meant to be, or that life has another hand dealt for me, for you, for them, for us. Maybe, maybe. But we can only wish.
I can only wish I haven't screwed up the lives of so many. I can only wish I wasn't such a burden, a defect... but wishes are only false faiths of those felled...
Time has honestly passed us by, seconds by minutes, hours to days, months, years. If things weren't meant to be, probably they never will, and I apologize for your time lost.
I'm sorry.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
If U Seek Amy.... Tonight!
La la la la la la la...
Oh baby baby have you seen Amy tonight?
Is she in the bathroom? Is she smokin up outside? Ouuh
Oh baby baby does she take a piece of lime
For the drink that I’ma buy her
Do you know just what she likes?
Oh oh
Tell me have you seen her
Cuz I’m so, oh oh
I can’t get her out of my brain
I just wanna go to the party she gon’ go
Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha he he ha ha ho
[Chorus]
Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to If U Seek Amy
Love me, hate me
But can’t you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to If U Seek Amy
Love me, hate me
La la la la la la la la..
Amy told me that's shes gonna meet me up
I don’t know where or when and now their closing up the club Ouuuh
I’ve seen her once or twice before she knows my face
But its hard to see with all the people standing in the way ouuuh
Oh oh
Tell me have you seen her cuz I’m so oh
I can’t get her off of my brain
I just wanna go to the party she gon’ go
Can't somebody take me home
Ha ha he he ha ha ho
[Chorus]
Say what you want about me
Oh but can’t you see what I see
Yeaaah say what you want about me (about me, about me)
So tell me if you see her
(if you knew what she was wearing and what she was like)
Cause I’ve been waiting here forever
(if you knew if she was going out of line)
Oh baby baby If U Seek Amy Tonight
Oh baby baby we’ll do whatever you like
Oh baby baby baby
Oh baby baby baby
La la la la la la la la...
Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to If U Seek Amy
Love me, hate me
But can’t you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to If U Seek Amy
[Chorus]
Isn't this song great?
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Special Emo Post
WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CONTENT CONTAIN SARCASM-COATED EXPLETIVES AND MAY CAUSE EXTREME DEPRESSION FOLLOWED BY A DESIRE TO NOT LIVE AND WITHDRAW FROM SOCIETY. READER DISCRETION ADVISED.
Emo, emo, emo. So darn emotional. Am I a guy or what?
Damn social conducts. Always expecting one role from another. Always dictating, always condemning, stifling self-expression and individuality.
I HATE YOU, STEREOTYPES!
Placing people into little boxes, easy to label. Any mismatches and they go down your chute of rejects.
Where do they end up?
At the bottom pile of society, that is. Bottom-feeders and untouchables. That's what you have brought us to!
I HATE YOU, STEREOTYPES!
I have a dream, I have a dream, that one day, we can all stand up and understand our differences, embrace the diversity that make each and every one of us special.
And that, we, as an evolving dynamic society, open our minds and NOT, I repeat, NOT pass judgment on others just because they do not conform to your normalcy.
ALL HAIL INDIVIDUALISM!!!!
*Okay, I admit this is not an emo post. But I kinda like the 'WARNING' at the beginning, so what the heck. Sue me.
Emo, emo, emo. So darn emotional. Am I a guy or what?
Damn social conducts. Always expecting one role from another. Always dictating, always condemning, stifling self-expression and individuality.
I HATE YOU, STEREOTYPES!
Placing people into little boxes, easy to label. Any mismatches and they go down your chute of rejects.
Where do they end up?
At the bottom pile of society, that is. Bottom-feeders and untouchables. That's what you have brought us to!
I HATE YOU, STEREOTYPES!
I have a dream, I have a dream, that one day, we can all stand up and understand our differences, embrace the diversity that make each and every one of us special.
And that, we, as an evolving dynamic society, open our minds and NOT, I repeat, NOT pass judgment on others just because they do not conform to your normalcy.
ALL HAIL INDIVIDUALISM!!!!
*Okay, I admit this is not an emo post. But I kinda like the 'WARNING' at the beginning, so what the heck. Sue me.
Perhaps, Maybe So....
And so it begins.
It doesn't matter how fast you run, or the distance between.
Your past catches up with you eventually.
Haunts you, like a part of you it essentially is.
You can never escape.
It doesn't matter how fast you run, or the distance between.
Your past catches up with you eventually.
Haunts you, like a part of you it essentially is.
You can never escape.
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